Thursday, December 3, 2015
I have never hated someone so much before. The last time i used the word hate on someone was 4-5years ago. And it took me a long time to get over that.
Hate is such an understatement now. You, you, you and the rest don't deserve a bit of my happiness at all. I don't usually write abt this but I can't wait to really get over this sh*t and totally disregard you (all) as people i used to know. What for 'blood is thicker than water' when blood can even betray the same blood. Water is perhaps thicker than blood now.
Go run around poisoning others with your typical narrow minded self. K
Wednesday, October 28, 2015
Hello love. 4years ++ and still loving you so much. no doubt there's so many challenges along the way. But we won't be able to overcome it without your patience (a lot of it, yes) and love. A man so simple and warm like you will never fail to make me feel so fuzzy inside. Sorry for being a brat at times (cos of you lor). But i know u'll still love me hurhur❤️ thank you for loving me just like that, even though i'm not so special (lah) or a model or a princess or wtv. Thank you for understanding me and my family and my problems. You just know me the best. I love you Mahd. can't wait to see you later after work (like everyday). Haha #soscaredipms
Friday, July 31, 2015
Depending on a person to help change your fate of living or whatever, was always my "only way" of escaping. But silly me, it's useless and pointless to even have a slight thought of it. Been waiting and i dont know if i'm just very impatient or i just know my threshold well enough. The urge to pack and leave is too strong it hurts. Hurts knowing that nothing much can be done except to just rebel and go. Should i just leave everything and go to another place and build myself up or just wait and be like everyone else?
Saturday, July 25, 2015
Friday, July 10, 2015
Whenever i compare my life to others, im always thankful for whatever challenges im given throughout these years. They not only help me grow into an independent lady i am today, but also, open up my eyes to the people around me. I guess i'm lucky like that.