Sunday, December 14, 2014

Takdnakpujukkebuatapake. Icandieofhighbloodpressure

Pretty flowers!

Hungry caterpillar

I love clothes i love all of them. If only i have a walk-in wardrobe to display all my clothes according to colours, my shoes according to style and my necklaces and rings. And then i can see all of them and choose my clothes better for the day. And all ironed out. And whenever i feel upset, i can sit in all day and play dress up. I need that now. 

Tuesday, December 9, 2014


Why do i have so much love for you but at the same time i also want to strangle you. Lol. You are such a gentleman. I love you so much. So this is how it feels to be deeply in love. Like i want you all to myself. 

Wednesday, December 3, 2014


Or maybe cos i'm just super in love with you and i trust that you can be the one for my everything. 

Better late than never

Idk but one bad thing about being a woman is you get that feeling-feeling nak kahwin and having your own child and family like randomly and it doesn't help that i'm working with children and that motherly instinct just keeps building up. Idk about the rest but i love my students. It's sad whenever i have to see their parents fetching them home and how happy their parents are to have them back after a whole day at work. What i get after a whole day at work is something missing. 

I've been trying to think of the possible factors that could get me excited for marriage. Maybe cos mahd is 8years older and what we have been doing is going to his friend's wedding and him being the best man. Anyway not pressurising you mahd cos i'm not ready myself. But.... Anyway i am late for work.