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Secretly, i want to get married already. Like a surprise proposal and all. Cos all i wana do is to travel around the world with my husband and do all fun things in overseas together. 

And then when i realize, i ask myself again what am i doing with my life now. Why am i not living my youth like the others? Why am i working my ass off every single day teaching little children. Full-time and part-time. Why am i not travelling with my babes or dudes? Why am i not dancing in the crowd with my 'friends' thinking that in the future, i'll get to laugh at the silly things we've done when we were younger? Am i enjoying myself or living my life to the fullest? Or do i really need all that?