Idk but one bad thing about being a woman is you get that feeling-feeling nak kahwin and having your own child and family like randomly and it doesn't help that i'm working with children and that motherly instinct just keeps building up. Idk about the rest but i love my students. It's sad whenever i have to see their parents fetching them home and how happy their parents are to have them back after a whole day at work. What i get after a whole day at work is something missing.
I've been trying to think of the possible factors that could get me excited for marriage. Maybe cos mahd is 8years older and what we have been doing is going to his friend's wedding and him being the best man. Anyway not pressurising you mahd cos i'm not ready myself. But.... Anyway i am late for work.
